If you have had problems with certain people, and feel bad about it try to enjoy the holidays. I know it’s depressing that most people don’t want to talk to you, but at least have some positives going into the new year. If you are a loner try to make your life meaningful in a positive way. You will be surprised by how many loners there are. We all have problems, and we can resolve them. committing suicide isn’t the answer. Don’t try to find a dangerous way out to make yourself happy, because if you do you no longer exist. Your family comes into this picture to help you cheer up. Some of us have major problems, and we try our hardest to be happy. The small problems you have are no big deal, and can easily be resolved. One year of your misery is no big deal, because coming next year there’s the optimistic and positive you. You can erase all your problems by making yourself happy. If you are happy, then everyone is. Don’t forget your grandparents who love you the most. Your parents want for you the very best in life, destined to do great things. Be cheerful on the holidays and try to at least the see Jesus Christ’s story from his perspective, and how he wanted for peace for us all. This certainly will make you feel better, and it’s his story to tell upon you. He had it worse then we all did and also you. Once you have seen the movie The Passion Of The Christ you will start to accept that it’s not only you with problems that you want resolved. You have friends to help you feel positive and optimistic. Be an optimist. Not a pessimist.
It doesn’t matter how old you were when you felt depressed your entire life, because you can start being happy at any age. I have always believed in order to be happy your inner self has to feel positive, and happy. There are some people average or famous that are depressed, and never get happy. It’s all in your mind, and you’re getting your mind to beat you. You have to think happy and feel happy. I don’t believe in wasting your life on negative events, and bad people. The first thing to do is stop hanging around with the wrong crowd, and give in to the right crowd who will support you. I have seen people die, because they have done harm to their bodies, and were always negative. Me? I have been depressed for a time, but I have learned to be happy in my inner-self, and outer-self. I enjoy watching movies, reading novels, history books, and going out. I know it is real hard for you at this time, but at the end of that outcome, you will be positive, then you will laugh at it. You need to pick yourself up, and do things on your own, don’t depend on people to do things for you. Begin to be independent, and then you will feel happy. We all were lost about whether to feel bad or happy, but there are consultants for that. There has got to be something from you that you have succeeded in your life, and made you feel positive.