If you have had problems with certain people, and feel bad about it try to enjoy the holidays. I know it’s depressing that most people don’t want to talk to you, but at least have some positives going into the new year. If you are a loner try to make your life meaningful in a positive way. You will be surprised by how many loners there are. We all have problems, and we can resolve them. committing suicide isn’t the answer. Don’t try to find a dangerous way out to make yourself happy, because if you do you no longer exist. Your family comes into this picture to help you cheer up. Some of us have major problems, and we try our hardest to be happy. The small problems you have are no big deal, and can easily be resolved. One year of your misery is no big deal, because coming next year there’s the optimistic and positive you. You can erase all your problems by making yourself happy. If you are happy, then everyone is. Don’t forget your grandparents who love you the most. Your parents want for you the very best in life, destined to do great things. Be cheerful on the holidays and try to at least the see Jesus Christ’s story from his perspective, and how he wanted for peace for us all. This certainly will make you feel better, and it’s his story to tell upon you. He had it worse then we all did and also you. Once you have seen the movie The Passion Of The Christ you will start to accept that it’s not only you with problems that you want resolved. You have friends to help you feel positive and optimistic. Be an optimist. Not a pessimist.