If you want to go to Heaven you have to do good deeds to good people. Your heart needs to be kind to others. Once you are dead you see the stairs to Heaven, if God gives it to you. It all depends what you do on your living life. Remember he doesn’t judge you by your success, but with your past of what you did once it is time to go. The mind imagines it for you where you’ll end up, and this might not be a lie. In fact it is a hint where you’ll be headed. If you think where you will be, it might not be where you always imagined to be. Heaven is beautiful, and you will celebrate with God of all your glory. Don’t worry about this in your lifetime. Remember your guilty conscience tells you what you did wrong. There will be no problem at all if you did the right thing, and this is the correct path. Your family ancestors guide you, and help you to lead a clean healthy, happy, and sober life. Being a bum is the worst thing you could be, instead make something of yourself like a fireman. You need to be true to yourself, and let your family guide you towards goodness.