There were and are some people that are afraid to go out, because of their former problems. But, by going out you can help your chances of gaining friends. I know you are worried about your life, but by doing this you’ll see that people will greet you nice. They do care. Anyways by thinking like a jerk and acting like one ruins all your chances of making friends. The only thing you need to do is be yourself. Start thinking happy and be the nice sharing person to your friends. We all want to be respected, but not by the way that some people think they own us. So don’t start thinking and acting like you own everything. This is the most awful way to start, because in any way shape the consequences are against you. This is a dangerous risk and will cost you dearly most of your life. By going out you feel the freedom you always wanted. Relax and walk around the parks, or go travel to Atlantic City in New Jersey. Even by walking around the neighborhood you can say or wave hello to your neighbors. Be happy and positive by going to places such as stores, supermarkets, or restaurants. Anywhere nice outside is great. You’ll be surprised of how people are impressed by the new you in a good way. Most people love a nice caring person. We will always create problems that some of us think we can’t solve. This is the reason you have your family to solve them and guide you. By going out you feel happy again and you wash all your depressions away from your mind. The negativity won’t be there anymore, but only the positivity will always be with you. I have 3 messages for all of you: Peace. Freedom. Love.