My favorite teacher will always be Ms. Erin Gruwell, from Freedom Writers. I love for what she stands for and always is my heroine.

Most of my bad things in the past I really do regret them and learned from them the hard way. I do feel guilty about it in real life and I did deserve the punishments that came to me. But, I am real happy about my new life. I am a different person now. Before I was selfish and stubborn and I only look at them to learn not to do bad things intentionally ever again for not to hurt nice people ever again.

I don’t feel sad anymore, but I did changed my ways. Anyway it’s all in the past and feel great about my future in a good nice way. I am glad I got that off my chest. I can move on now and erase it all.

Today I was and am always happy. I feel healthier and am glad that I don’t eat a lot like before. I love my creative writing. It’s my entire career.

Don’t think right now that I am sad. I am happy. I love God and my life. My favorite animals are dogs. They are so easy to care about and they care about people.

My life is a 100% solved. I look at the present now and feel optimistic about myself. What I want to do now is read and listen to music that I love.

Well, I hope that all of you enjoy the weekend! Be safe! No fooling around! Respect people! Be nice! Love and peace to you all! 🙂 ❤

Me and dad have agreed that we are going to look in places to find a pet dog for me, but haven’t decided when. The set dates in times are not yet determined. I am not concerned and am patient through the process. Right now I don’t have a name for it and don’t know if it will be a male or female at this time. I will check each day to see which one is convenient for me later, but not right now at this moment.

The show that I am most anticipated and excited to Watch is Tom Clancy’s Jack Ryan in Amazon prime.

The music that I love listening to are pop, country, and smooth jazz.

I went outside the neighborhood to look at nature and the trees are beautiful and alive. There were some of my neighbors outside. I greeted the ones that walked right passed me. They greeted me back. I didn’t do much talking. My mind was on the walking a mile around the neighborhood type. I talked very little.

I have got used to lifting weights and doing exercise all the time. I feel that is fun now. It doesn’t fear me anymore like it used to. I now can lift weights and have no problem doing it at all. I am used to it. I like it.

I think it is smart of me of saving my money so I could submit short stories in writing contests. The writing on my blogs and notebooks are sure helping me a lot. I am also reading writing reference books and magazines. It all is fine now.

I think I will check to see somewhere where the dogs are available for adopting. I never come around of doing it. It is my useless habit not reminding my dad to go to the places to look for a dog family friend. I need to do it eventually. It just never crosses my mind once I go out. I will try to do it somehow.

I saw Blue Bloods and Bosch today. They were great episodes. I am character studying the cops and criminals. I want to go around watching Criminal Minds in studying characters of cops and criminals. I do it in every crime show in order to see how my novels will shape up. I also love the shows as well.

I love reading books. I want to do research. I want to study character development in story structure. I want to study plot structure. I will go around doing these steps.

I feel stronger and healthier. I am feel secure and confident about myself. I love my life. I only hang around with nice people. I love the world. It is so beautiful.

Well, my friends, I hope that you enjoy this week! Be safe! No fooling around! Love and peace to you all! 🙂 ❤

My favorite songs are: Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen and Enter Sandman by Metallica

I saw the Super Bowl yesterday and went for the Philadelphia Eagles. It was all a fun and fair game. I am happy that my team won. It was an awesome game. I enjoyed the halftime entertainment. It was awesome and loved the music. Both are great teams.

Today I went out and had fun with my parents. I enjoy much of my time with them. I will save enough money this month to submit my short stories to writing contests at the small presses writing contests in Poets & Writers. I am involved with them by entering their contests. I am taking the correct step. This is one of my first steps to the building blocks towards me becoming a horror novelist.

I have a Gap cap that is titled 1969 at the front of it. I love it. I love to wear caps that have old years from them. I have a lot of Polo Ralph Lauren caps. I still save them to wear later on when I go out.

I am starting now to see the series Bosch in Amazon Prime. I did listen to some of The Doors music when I was at the mall. Today I listened to some of David Bowie’s music.

I don’t take sports real personal and only enjoy it for fun. what I do take personal is my life and my career.

I will try to figure out of how to do for real to get a puppy to keep me company. My online writing classes were a lot of fun, talked with my classmates in the computer, did the assignments, quizzes, and Final Exams. I passed all 15 creative writing online classes once by taking all each once. When I finished graduating from my school college it wasn’t fun anymore and thought to myself that I will get a dog to hang out with.

I don’t really think that what happened in the pasts should be taken real serious. I think that we should look at them in memory to learn from them. This is what I do. I don’t care how old I am. I am happy regardless of my age. I believe that if for example if you’re 80 years and you were sad all your life. You can still be happy for that short time. I don’t ever think that anyone’s life is ever wasted. This is a lesson most people should learn. Be happy and enjoy life no matter how old you are. Even in that some time of your short life you can still make yourself happy. I always believe that. In any age there is no limits at all. I believe in myself. I am the happiest person, because I choose to be and don’t care how old I am now. I stay positive and optimistic of myself. I am happy always.

I am still practicing writing. I am learning a lot. Sometimes I make mistakes in my writing, but I correct them. I saw a documentary of Kurt Cobain and started thinking to myself why was he sad, depressed, and happy when he sang his iconic songs before, that are huge songs now. I will never know the answer to that one. I think to myself that I don’t want to figure it out, because I will start fooling myself in never knowing. He is truly an obscured iconic famous figure. It is buried secret in his grave. I still listen to those songs.

I remember when I got the album Nevermind by Nirvana back in the early 90’s. I listened to that group all the time as a teen. As a teen I always idolized rock groups like Guns n’ Roses, The Doors, and Nirvana, just because they always loved living on the dangerous edge and they still made great music. I never wanted to be part of their lifestyle at all, but only was just interested in what was going to happen to those groups. The Doors were never in my generation and they were way before my existence. Back in my teens there were only Nirvana and GNR. Also, the rock group EMF was one of my favorites at the time.

I think I will be well prepared to write my debut novel. My literature imagination is real disturbing and I love it that there is an audience for that. I can write them when I finish them and then publish them for the reading audience.

My favorite Game of Thrones character is Arya Stark, because she resolves all the problems real quick. This is what I love to do is solve problems quick. If some problems I can’t resolve quick I resolve them anyway I possibly can. In my life I am always a problem solver. I have no problems at all solving my life. So far I have solved everything in my life and now lead a happy life.

I am starting to think about the novel A Time to Kill. I love this novel, because it feels like real life and this is how real life is. I believe that some normal persons can easily crack when they are in tragic trouble of the crime. It is not easy for some victims to feel normal once a crime is done to them and it has to be solved careful. It is not easy as it seems. There are two sides to the story in court trial cases. I saw the whole movie and understood it. Maybe, the novel is the same as the movie, and only most of you who’ve read it know that.

My favorite John Grisham novel is and always will be is The Client.

I never wanted to be an athlete, because I am never good at it and it is my decision to never be one. My career is all about writing. I am glad that I left the decision to be a lawyer to not ever be one at all. I have saved my career and creative fiction writing is my Safe job.

Well, I hope that most of you enjoy this month of February! Be safe! No fooling around! Love and peace to you all! 🙂 ❤

My other favorite Madonna song is: This Used to be My Playground

This is the last day of January. I was practicing writing today. I am getting better at it, but I still need more to practice. I am looking now towards the present on what I have to get better at. For me writing a short story is still a mystery. I need to understand it and in order to do that is that I need to write much better storytelling. I am close to that, but need way more time for these probably few, or several years. The great thing is that I am very good at it. These things are very difficult to accomplish. I need to write more, but am happy with the results of where I am at right now.

I write very good storytelling, but need to master it, but am on the right track.

I love my Ñespresso coffee maker. I drink ice coffee most of the time.

I used to be a messy writer before I took my online writing classes, but now all that changed. I love to outline, analyze my characters and backgrounds, proofread, edit, double proofread, and check my work another time. I am a clean writer that is understanding the story structure in writing.

I saw How the Universe Works this day. I am learning a lot. I love my writing bug, because it is letting me be busy with my craft of writing.

I saw the Miami Heat today and am proud of how they played this game, but they are in great shape. I am proud to be a Miami Heat fan. For this team things will be going great and awesome for them. I wish them the very best.

I was listening to the music of Miley Cyrus, Garth Brooks, and the Dixie Chicks in my phone. I was also listening to some of David Bowie’s songs. My favorite of his songs right now is Ziggy Stardust. I was also reading the same Game of Thrones book. I am almost finished.

Well, I hope that most of you have a great weekend! Be safe! No fooling around! Love and peace to you all! 🙂 ❤