I am happy. But, my life has been a real emotional rollercoaster ride. Some negative events that I don’t want to relive ever again. It took me years for a good and positive change in my life. The best I am doing is living the present and really forgot about the past. Because, that it all is. I am happy now and live in the present. I don’t want anything back from my past, because it is now gone and I don’t care anymore. I only am living for today. I am happy. But, it sure was a real life emotional rollercoaster ride I will never ride ever again.