My Hardest and Toughest Number.1 Challenge of My Life

My toughest and hardest challenge was to prove people that I am a nice, decent, and caring person. This road was the very difficult for me. At times I have felt frustrated, and did the wrong things intentionally. It was some of the things I did intentionally wrong. Otherwise, it wasn’t real easy for me to choose the good side. I was confused between what is bad, and what is good, even if I knew what I was doing was wrong. I think I have proved to people that I am a nice, decent and caring person. I know that I was one of the people that have led a hard lonesome difficult life, but there were some people who didn’t understand me. I admit that I was rough, but I was also lost. Being nice was my number 1 toughest challenge, because many people can get lost from it. I was confused and lost between good and bad. I didn’t knew which to choose from because of my mind tricking me. I let my mind trick myself. At the very end I chose to be good, but it was real difficult for me, but am glad that I did. Try to understand my situation. At the position I am now is a nice, decent, and caring person.

August 17, 2017

I was walking outside today and there were no squirrels in my area. They are all gone. I don’t know where they left. I mean there are plenty of trees around here. Trees are their home of most of them.

I only see the neighbors’ dogs. At least I see them and the birds flying that haven’t left. Close to my area there is a shopping mall. I sometimes go there. I found out that the supermarket close to my home has changed its name. I forgot what is called now. I was used to the old name. The old name I was familiar with. With this new name I am having trouble remembering it. I am trying to get used to it.

Some people live their lives sadistic, but I have no clue why. It is a mystery to me. Some people you can’t never make them happy whatever happiness you bring them. They stay their same sad self. I don’t think that some people should drown themselves in mind tears. I think that they need to go to therapy. I am perfectly fine. I am happy.

I love my ice coffee at anytime. Coffee it what makes me happy. I feel refreshed when I drink it.

I am going for the Miami Hurricanes of college football for the national championship. I have decided that now it is time for them to win national titles.

I am so excited that the Miami Heat will be a good team and in the future they will win more NBA Championships.

Well, be happy and stay safe! Love and peace to you all! 🙂 ❤