If you want to be happy and get another chance at life, then maybe watch the movie, The Color Purple and learn life from the character, Celie. She more of a hard life then you did. But, she’s happy, even if she started late, it doesn’t matter. You can still be happy even if your life was a heavy toll. But, be nice. You deserve to be happy. It doesn’t matter who you are, still learn from Celie. Watch the movie and be happy! Your soul deserves it! 🙂 ❤