My toughest and hardest challenge was to prove people that I am a nice, decent, and caring person. This road was the very difficult for me. At times I have felt frustrated, and did the wrong things intentionally. It was some of the things I did intentionally wrong. Otherwise, it wasn’t real easy for me to choose the good side. I was confused between what is bad, and what is good, even if I knew what I was doing was wrong. I think I have proved to people that I am a nice, decent and caring person. I know that I was one of the people that have led a hard lonesome difficult life, but there were some people who didn’t understand me. I admit that I was rough, but I was also lost. Being nice was my number 1 toughest challenge, because many people can get lost from it. I was confused and lost between good and bad. I didn’t knew which to choose from because of my mind tricking me. I let my mind trick myself. At the very end I chose to be good, but it was real difficult for me, but am glad that I did. Try to understand my situation. At the position I am now is a nice, decent, and caring person.

I was walking outside today and there were no squirrels in my area. They are all gone. I don’t know where they left. I mean there are plenty of trees around here. Trees are their home of most of them.

I only see the neighbors’ dogs. At least I see them and the birds flying that haven’t left. Close to my area there is a shopping mall. I sometimes go there. I found out that the supermarket close to my home has changed its name. I forgot what is called now. I was used to the old name. The old name I was familiar with. With this new name I am having trouble remembering it. I am trying to get used to it.

Some people live their lives sadistic, but I have no clue why. It is a mystery to me. Some people you can’t never make them happy whatever happiness you bring them. They stay their same sad self. I don’t think that some people should drown themselves in mind tears. I think that they need to go to therapy. I am perfectly fine. I am happy.

I love my ice coffee at anytime. Coffee it what makes me happy. I feel refreshed when I drink it.

I am going for the Miami Hurricanes of college football for the national championship. I have decided that now it is time for them to win national titles.

I am so excited that the Miami Heat will be a good team and in the future they will win more NBA Championships.

Well, be happy and stay safe! Love and peace to you all! 🙂 ❤

I love the quiet that is surrounding me. I feel like ideas are coming to me quickly. I keep thinking about having a dog. I have the patience getting a dog.

Mostly of my antagonists are to be hated only, but if you want to have a love/hate relationship with them I’m not stopping you. As long as you don’t do it all the way overboard. Anyway, all these novels will be horror. They are fiction, not real, and just for fun reading.

I think that prescription glasses are cool and love them. I use them mostly for reading and working at the computer. I have decided to write my memoir each day. It is a good thing.

I am watching the Netflix series The Crown. I find families about The Royals quite interesting. It is a life that is sensitive and complex in all areas. I could understand that it is not easy being a Royal in the family.

I go outside because I want to receive natural air that is pure and it is very good to see the day. You see the blue sky and the white clouds. Plus, by going out you get to meet new people.

I think I will consider seeing the series of Cosmos by Carl Sagan. I can’t believe that he is gone. He was a true mastermind of Astronomy and Science. He knew all about the cosmos and all its weirdness.

Well, I hope that most of you have a great weekend that’s upcoming! Love and peace to you all! Behave and be safe! 🙂 ❤