Don’t depress yourself and bring anybody down with you with your depression. No one is feeling it. Only you are feeling it. Feeling sorry for yourself for whatever reason will make you into the worst person no one wants to be friends with. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Remember you are the only one who is feeling depression, but no one else and not me. Be happy and don’t fight against anyone and anything. Don’t blame anyone for your past troubles. If you do it, then it will be only your fault. Be happy and think happy.